According to the results of emm in May this year, I was not on the admission list. I just wanted to open it around July. The failure of Cobb is really a big blow to me. I did a master’s degree with two tutors in a pair of non-school science majors. The first foreign mentor is a big player in the industry, and the second domestic mentor is very gentle and nice, but the administrative ability is very poor. PhD reading is of great significance to me. When I was in the master’s degree, I was attracted by the research content and research style of the first supervisor, so I was determined to read the Ph.D. This is also the fuse for the subsequent series of failures. The second master is applying for a direct post. Due to the adjustment of the dean, the first tutor and a series of overseas cooperative tutors did not renew the school, so it happened that I missed the opportunity of direct doctorate that year when the second tutor was still an associate professor. Even if there is no contract, the first supervisor and the second supervisor still have a cooperative relationship, so doctors who apply for the second supervisor can follow the first supervisor to read it. It is the second supervisor of the master’s degree in the second supervisor and the professor and doctoral supervisor. I think I can try to go. This road, however, went counter-intuitive. The school has a rule that the professors who are appraised as doctoral supervisors in the first year can only take masters and doctors together, and cannot bring Ph.Ds from other methods (break the school and I will serve), so they missed another year. Why not apply for a PhD abroad? Because my English is really bad, especially listening and speaking, the eight-part essay like writing SCI is actually good. In addition, there are many reasons why it is not humane. After graduating from the master’s degree, considering factors such as his girlfriend and family, he chose Beidiao. emm is really bitter, 7k a month before tax, I spent every day being scolded and working overtime. The few months after graduation were busy and I didn’t get off work until midnight, and there was almost no overtime on weekends. The pressure was great, and the physical fitness plummeted. In October last year, I communicated with the second director and heard that there was a chance to read a Ph.D., so I resolutely resigned naked and went back to review and do experiments to help the second director. During the break up with his girlfriend in another place due to various reasons. Under the dual pressure of unemployment and broken love, I finally got the first overall score in the first test and the first overall score in the retest. However, due to various reasons, under the premise of using all my advantages, I was forced to lose my quota by the school. I think people have to vent their emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy. At that moment, I didn’t even know where to vent. Later, the first reaction of the second director was to comfort me and I knew that something was wrong. In July, I found a point of venting, and finally wanted to start this matter. The stamina of this matter is still quite big. Sudden deafness and gastroenteritis are all found. However, this is only the loss of the failure, and I hope to pass on the stability of the effort. As soon as I confirmed the failure, I found a PhD supervisor from another 211 school and submitted a self-recommendation letter. This PhD supervisor agreed and encouraged me to study his PhD next year. At the same time, I send out resumes everywhere. It is not difficult to find a job if I have work experience in Beijing. Now I go to work during the day and review at night. At the same time, I should read the literature and write articles. People still have to look forward. As for why Cobb failed and continued World War II with a sullen face? Because I, Tamar, have always loved my field of research!