It’s almost March, but the footsteps of spring have not been seen. Guo Degang said: I take off my cotton trousers, and Miss Chun is here. I counted the days, and on the day of Li Chun, I took off my cotton trousers resolutely, but I couldn’t wait for the favor of Chun girl. For a few days, the cold was far away, and the warm wind was blowing. I thought that Miss Chun would no longer be afraid of the severe cold and would spread the vitality in the world, but in the end I still failed to see her shy face. If spring does not come, my world will be deserted, and there is no hope of recovery for all things. I can only turn out the memory of yesterday and dry it, not as a memorial, but just to forget the unknown season. The passing years are like water, time is like an arrow, and a dream is not awakened for several years. Half a life wasted, my heart was dead, and the bustling city was full of tears. I still remember that time, from the remote Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau all the way to Chengdu, with the young and frivolous “everything is in my control” and the “unsuccessful benevolence” view of death, the first time I set foot on this land I clearly felt the enthusiasm of the spring girl. So he quickly took off the cotton clothes and changed into spring clothes, and walked with the heartless girl on a strange street, snuggling happily, laughing presumptuously, and enjoying the boundless spring scenery that belonged to only two people. In the years since then, this picture often appeared in my mind: the warm sunshine gently slanted on the playful face, the water-like eyes reflected my happy smile, the world was gone, only the heart banged. I’m in a daze. I always feel that the so-called “paradise on earth” is not Suzhou and Hangzhou, but it is in Chengdu. The female classmate of my university is now the wife of a buddy in the same bedroom of my university, and she also has a child. This beautiful marriage of getting married after graduation makes many people envious. I don’t remember when or what the opportunity was. I only remember that she once said: Two people must go to a strange city for a period of time to feel the feeling of being dependent on each other. I deeply agreed with this sentence at the time. In the unfamiliar and unfamiliar environment, each other’s lives seems to be the only one left in each other’s lives. The kind of mutual impulse forced by the objective environment, even though it is short, is mutual possession in the true sense. After attending a large-scale job fair for two days, I found a job as a conference marketing host. She also quickly found a job and rented a house with the help of colleagues. So I went to get off work every day, had dinner together after work, and occasionally played mahjong with my co-rented roommates, or wandered around arm in arm. It seemed boring but happy. The place where I work is not far from Tianfu Square. It is a small health products company. The main marketing model is to organize senior citizens to have meetings at farmhouses or hotels, and then sell products. My job is to preside over the entire meeting process, and by the way, fool them into buying products. Fooling is not my strong point, but it is not as difficult to fool the elderly. It’s just that at the beginning, I always felt that I was deceiving people, my personality was low and the quality was bad, but I gradually figured it out. This was originally a “Zhou Yu’s fight against Huang Gai”. What’s more, even if this thing has no magical effect, at least it won’t kill people, but if I don’t fool them, they won’t be able to eat. This will kill me. On the issue of life and death, I have always taken a clear stand. As the saying goes: The sparrow is small and has all five internal organs. The main employees of this company are only 20 or 30 people, but they are distributed in Chengdu, Suining, Deyang, and Dazhou. Due to the special and important nature of the work, I often travel back and forth between the four places, so that I stand in Deyang. The venue actually said the opening remarks: I am very happy to come to the beautiful Suining…To be honest, I like to travel because I take care of everything I eat and live, and I don’t need to spend my own money. I occasionally receive warm hospitality from the local branch. Singing a song with wine can be considered comfortable, but it has suffered her. Once I went to Dazhou, because the company did not send a car from Chengdu. I went there by train. I arrived after 8 o’clock in the evening. It was almost 10 o’clock after dinner and settled in. I was chatting with a few colleagues and I received her call from Chengdu. His voice trembled with a sad tone, and finally cried when he said it. I deeply understand and blame myself, leaving her alone in a strange city, the kind of loneliness and even fear can be imagined. But I am thousands of miles away, and the only thing I can do is to call her home and ask her mother to call for comfort and comfort. It was four o’clock in the morning when I returned from Dazhou two days later. I hurried back to my place in a hurry. She was already asleep, curled up in the corner, like a strand of duckweed, unable to find a direction to rely on. My heart hurt suddenly, went to bed quietly, and gently took her into my arms, feeling guilty beyond words. She looked at me sleepily, her whole body finally stretched out, and she fell asleep peacefully. At that time, because of my childish arrogance, I swallowed the “sorry” that had come to my lips. We often plan to visit the scenic spots and historical sites in Chengdu in our free time, but when we rest, we never make the trip because we are too lazy to move. Either sleep in the dark, buy a barbecue and go all night, or play mahjong with your roommate all night… Those days of squandering youth make many people who have lost their youth gritted their teeth with hatred. I once thought that when I reached a certain age, I would definitely regret my intestines turning blue because of this “degraded” life. Now that several years have passed, every time I think of that time, I am full of happiness and happiness. Why do those days that are as plain as water and the time spent in idleness make me linger and yearn for? I can only say that in March many years ago, I was very handsome, she was very beautiful, and we were very happy! Later, because of this and other reasons, we left Chengdu and went back to school, then we suffered an earthquake, then graduated, then we broke up, and then we went our separate ways. Life is like going through a drama, you never know which part of the cottage will be in the next scene. In fact, everything has just begun, and everything seems to have ended long ago. May lovers all over the world eventually become family members, because they are destined to never lose their marriage in previous lives.