When deciding to take a public exam, nine-to-five, weekends and weekends, it’s very leisurely, but everything may not be all right, but I really want to have a stable and happy life, have my own small family, and live a plain life. life.
I was as confused as you back then. I hope that I can have a stable job in my future work, sitting in a comfortable office, working from 9 to 5, without much money, just to be able to support my free life. After graduating, I basically achieved the results I wanted. For my first job in my life, looking back now, I was so stupid at that time. I was a single dog. I ate myself and my family was not hungry. It’s just entering the society. It is difficult to integrate into the company’s atmosphere as to the workplace’s perception of society or the students’ thinking, and it is even impossible to understand why so many people work hard and work overtime every day? There was no smart phone at that time, so for me at that time, what I looked forward to most every day was to go back to get off work and play online games. The work is muddled, and there is no motivation! But the good times didn’t last long. Gradually, the good friends around you who played with you had their own minds, and they were not fools. Those who found the object went to work hard for the future, and the other single dogs rode donkeys to find horses and left. Only the rest were left. Looking at the online games that are still in full swing, my anxiety gradually grew, and I started to feel lost again. Where should I go? I decided to jump out, hoping to start again, not only to find a good girl, but also to find a better job. Soon I will quit and leave. Later, my expectations were fulfilled again. I had a good girl and changed jobs, but not long afterwards I was still confused. When you are single, many things can be done by yourself, but for a boy with a girlfriend, everything about you will no longer be able to be done by yourself! The comparison with the outside world is not necessarily because the girlfriend is a good girl, it will not appear, especially when two people get along because of habit, personality and other contradictions, your abilities and the problems you need to face in the future. , The number of mentions will be infinitely magnified! Because of responsibility, because of the future of two people, I need to correct my direction again! Now my daughter is five years old. Thinking of the past, thinking of the first time in life when she was confused, she suddenly felt that the confusion at that time was really nothing, because now, I still get confused occasionally. Is life like this? I don’t know, I say that I’m not confused when I’m forty. I don’t know if I will no longer be confused when I am forty, but I always feel that this is a fucking life. The life you originally wanted is impossible even in fairy tales. .