I have liked a boy very much since the second grade, when I was only 7 years old. Maybe it was precocious. At that time, girls and boys were especially interested in playing hide-and-seek. I was lying on the desk at the time, and my seat was in the first row. He just passed me when he ran in the classroom and said why don’t you play? I shook my head, no more. I forgot what he said later. I still remember that in the fourth and fifth grades, his seat was behind me. At that time, he was in the class of the Chinese teacher of the head teacher, and we went to self-study. I always looked back at him deliberately, that is, every three or four seconds, three or four seconds. I turned my head to look at him, and then “finally” was discovered by the teacher. She asked me in front of the class: “XXX, why do you always look back?” I was momentarily stunned. She lowered her head shyly and quickly wrote. He and I looked at each other. My heart seemed to be full of stars. It was a junior high school, but I was divided into different classes and rarely spoke. After elementary school, we all rode home, and he did the same. He has a lot of buddies, and he always fills up that road. I walk by myself. He always walks faster than me every time after school, so I grabbed my feet and rode my bike to chase him away. Whenever I saw his back from behind, I was very happy, but when I walked beside him, He is always handsome (yes), which is called “Dasaba” in our dialect (specifically, two feet are on the pedals, but the hands do not touch the handles). He always does this (He only did this when I was about to approach him). So I keep wondering if he likes me? My grades are worse than him, so I feel inferior. In 2011, QQ was very popular, and our primary school students also had keyboard phones. We chatted about QQ during the chat between classes, and said that I didn’t add your QQ. I added you QQ to be a puppy, but in the end, my heart moved. Is the most important. I still added it, so let’s keep it simple. Didn’t say anything in junior high school? He went to different schools in high school. He was in the No. 1 Middle School of our county, and then he was admitted to Shandong University of Science and Technology. My dad said at the time that you saw your elementary school classmates got admitted to Shandong University of Science and Technology. My heart is still like that, and I sigh that he hasn’t changed at all in his studies, so good he is. He is really good. He is filial to his parents. In junior high school, we go to school near the school, and we live in the accommodation far away from home. Then we two are about one kilometer away. I stay in junior high school. He does not stay. It was in the summer. When I walked through his home, I always saw him at work. He always got up at four or five in the morning to help his mother to work. Every time I go to class, I take it as a goal, saying that I must learn from him and pinch myself to keep myself from sleeping. Ten years have passed. The last time we talked, we asked him which school he was admitted to after the college entrance examination. That’s all. Later in college, I often dreamed of him in my dreams. I wonder if he was forgetting me? Or am I forgetting him? He certainly doesn’t like me, but I have a crush on him for ten years, and I don’t know where I like him, but every time I see him, my heart thumps. When I was in elementary school, there were classmates that left messages with classmates. I have forgotten what he wrote to me. But, it doesn’t matter! I still think of him from time to time, and think of the times that made me happy~ Finally, I wish him success in his studies and find the one he likes as soon as possible!