Everyone’s personality, environment and other factors are different. I have no way to advise you. But I have also experienced it, so I want to let myself go. Once I was forced to take a one-year suspension of high school, and this year of suspension has really become an intractable wound in my heart. Today, if I really have time to go back, I don’t want to suspend school. In my second year of high school that year, I went back to school with joy and told my teacher that I was much better now and I wanted to come back to school. I clearly remember that my high school class teacher took me directly to the door of the Academic Affairs Office and asked my dad and I to wait at the door, and later he took out a one-year leave notice. Tell me that the body is important and the task of study is heavy, which is not what my body can bear now. It is better to go home and get a good health before returning to school. Now I really want to go back and slap myself back then and go to school. This year, the teacher in charge of my class was considered dispensable in my class. I didn’t know my file until I was in college because some materials were missing during the year. It was not until I graduated for several years that I got high school because of the missing year Graduation certificate, although this is useless. I am not in school, no one manages my things. Regarding academic performance, I am in a province where the college entrance examination is relatively weak. Except for the top 50, the key classes of our school are in one class, and the remaining 150 people are distributed in the other three classes. Before the suspension of school, I was 11 or 2 in the class. , Sometimes it’s close to the top ten, the seventy or eighty of the whole year, because at that time there were 30 people in the examination room, and I had been in the third examination room. This grade is actually not good, it can only be said to be at an intermediate level (though I later found out that it was caused by poor self-study ability), but I think it can be a normal book if I play well in the college entrance examination, and I can generally play a better one. The second book. After the leave of school, my parents had work to be busy. The first few days were carefree playing and watching TV. My parents would not care because of illness, but then I was in endless anxiety, and I would suffer from insomnia. Nightmare, I dreamed that ten years later, my classmates saw me and said why you are still the same, not motivated. Don’t talk about raising the body like this. Because of the interruption of studies, the passage of time, and the anxiety that made my temper worse and worse, I talked to my parents about my anxiety, and my parents said that you just study, but I took out the textbook and workbook, and I found out about me. I usually rely too much on the teacher’s indoctrination during class, and I have no self-learning ability and no scientific study plan. My study plan is just a piece of waste paper, and my attention is always easily attracted by other things. So during that time, my mentality collapsed. The whole family was quiet and only myself. No one told me what to do. Even if I told me, I couldn’t listen. I would be forced to death by myself. Now it’s naive to think about it. , And wrote numerous suicide notes to himself. Later, of course, I learned to go with the crowd, and became a tortoise. After half a year, I occasionally appeared self-motivated. I asked my mother to take me to another high school in another city. The teacher took out the test papers for the exam. I didn’t study for half a year. I lost the confidence that I had learned. I forgot what I learned. I naturally answered in a mess. I can get the reading fee for good answers. Now there is only a trace of self-motivated work left. However, the high borrowing fees do, after all, the sickness still cost the family a lot of money. In another six months, I went back to my former school and went to the next grade. My former classmates were preparing for the college entrance examination. I was out of place in the new class. My personality prevented me from joining the new class, even though they were only one year younger than me. Years old, but I don’t think I can get past the gap. They learned what I learned, so it was easy at the beginning. Chinese and English are only sixty points, which can make me rank in the top of the new class. It’s a pity that the good times didn’t last long. During the May Day holiday, I felt uncomfortable and stayed at home for a month, so the previous year did not help. After coming back, I have already begun to enter the overall review stage of the college entrance examination. I am not used to the new teacher’s teaching method, and I rely too much on the teacher. My biology teacher often takes sick leave or self-study. My biology has dropped from 90 points to 20-30 points. Other subjects are not much stronger. Only Chinese can reach more than 120 with the encouragement of the Chinese teacher. Under the teacher’s responsibility, English can barely pass, and he is in his early 100s. Then I was third last in the class. I was ignorant and ignorant in the first grade of elementary school and maybe counted down, but then it was the first and second in the class. I am desperate myself. I can’t ask the teacher any questions, but I still can’t help it. I talked about the teacher’s food at the same table. It’s better to study by myself. So the tortoise-breath Dafa I cultivated in a year appeared and I stopped learning. So I finished reading Zichuan and Tomb Raider’s Notes, and other novels. Sit firmly on the penultimate throne. The examination room went to the seven or eight examination room, but there was no need to climb stairs. Later, in the college entrance examination, I lost more than a dozen points in Chinese, and I made up my English. I just passed the mathematics. I didn’t do one of the big questions at the back of the comprehensive paper. I didn’t know how to do it. I only did multiple-choice questions. Fortunately, I did just fine. Wrong one and a half. Fortunately, the grades were not high that year, but there were not many schools in the province that could apply for it. Then I had to travel far away from my university to a school far away. Differences in living habits, various reasons, university haunted, and later graduated haunted, escape from the depths of the bones, let oneself settle in the status quo and escape reality. In fact, in the final analysis, my heart is not strong enough, and I don’t have the ability to learn by myself. Before leaving school, I was really serious in class, to what extent, the teacher in my world only taught the content of the teacher, there is no other voice, then the memory is good, the teacher remembers it after the lecture. So what the hell is self-study? The teacher said it is easy to understand why reading obscure things in the book wastes time. So I never realized how important self-learning ability is. If I didn’t suspend school that year, even if I didn’t do well in the college entrance examination, I would dare to repeat it for another year, but because of the suspension, I was older than others, and my previous study status was gone, so I wouldn’t dare to repeat it. After people don’t study well, they don’t want to study even more. After graduating from university, I don’t even have the idea of taking a postgraduate entrance examination. Is it regrettable? The path of your own choice. If allowed, I still have to draw myself back home and go to school. Originally answered anonymously, I wanted to let myself be relieved like a tree hole, but the indelible emotions in my heart broke out, until insomnia. Find out the high school graduation certificate (this graduation certificate was issued one year later because the materials were missing when I was off school. The class teacher at that time added something to me and was delayed by one year. After I graduated from university many years ago, the class teacher at that time kept asking many people to come to me. Contact information, send it to me, so I keep the graduation certificate. I am very grateful to the teacher Liu, as a transfer student, he has always taken care of me, he opened his eyes and closed a lot of things I did not right. For one eye, if my grades improved a little, he would praise me in the class. Unfortunately, I did not attend the class meeting that day when I caught a cold.) The grades on the graduation certificate are the results of the college entrance examination, and the college entrance examination was taken before the liberal arts. Although the college entrance examination is simple and simple, it should be a great province to look at our examination papers. But there seem to be few all A’s in the class. High school, so many years have passed, although I know that people want to look forward, but I am too axis, many things have not been let go in the past many years, when I wake up from a midnight dream, I can’t help thinking, if there is no stagnation of that year, no matter what No matter how bad school I go to, no matter how many problems I have, I still have a heart to work hard and never give up, right?