2021.4.23 Written on the eve of the finals, I rarely affect my emotions because of other people’s lives, and the anxiety stays with me for a whole week. Yesterday, Jiaxing’s partners who participated in the creation camp together sent a long post to Zhou Keyu for support. What impressed me is still He Yijun and Xiao P’s description of more details of his life. I train for 4-6 hours a day and only rest for ten minutes. I pass the toilet and practice while waiting for a meal. It suddenly became very silent a few days before going to the island. In 2 years, I walked through a dark passage and walked alone. The so-called “leader” of the company is nothing but the strongest child under the assessment of various abilities. Use as many opportunities as possible to recommend it. The contrast between the first stage and the present is too great. The first stage “Chinese-American” “silent and calm” experienced the wind and waves calmly and calmed me. I thought he was Chen Yufei and Wu Yifan as a lucky child who was chosen by God. At this moment after I have learned a lot of his information, his impression in my mind is no longer cool and handsome, but condensed into a pair of thin arms, a pair of sincere and timid eyes. Finally understood his sentence: hitting a wall everywhere but never moving forward. Regarding the native family; the detail that my mother first noticed was that he liked to eat hands. The training scene in Sangongbi flashed past, but he was actually eating hands! [The boy] In fact, there is a picture in the repertoire that he is eating hands, and his teammates keep making fun of him. When he was live broadcast, he also said frankly about his hobby. Combined with the things that broke out later, I subjectively think that it has something to do with the upbringing when I was a child. My mother has been abroad all year round. My brother said that he was around (in China) when he was 7 years old. Maybe my mother has been abroad for some reason, but there is no way to take good care of him. In many best videos, he is always quiet, but his small eyes keep dripping. Observe the surrounding environment. No matter how good the elder brother is, it can’t replace maternal love. There are many step-parents or brothers and aunts around me who raise children who are very good to the children, but the children grow up very sensible. Many of my brother’s speeches on variety shows and materials are “narration speeches”, thinking and expounding from an objective standpoint, serving the entire environment. In layman’s terms, it is the ability to empathize. For example, “What qualities do you like about me? I will try to magnify my advantages so that you can see that I am worthy of your liking on the stage (to the effect).” (The subject asks about the object and how you like to be treated) Similar words, AK “I’m really good, I want the world to see.” This sentence means a very real self-expression: I recognize myself very much, and secondly I want you all to come and see me (the subject tells the object how he likes If you are interested, you can also watch the parent video of AK. It is a very cute mother who appeared in the photo. There are many similar narration perspectives. For example, he often imitates other people’s funny actions, jokingly saying “** Now I must think about it.” According to the current situation on the court, it cannot be a wolf, it is impossible, then am I? Wolf? “The meaning of father to child is inner strength. He has always had an unclear and gentle temperament in him, and he is timid. I think it is because of the absence of the father. I mentioned my father twice in the show, and once said “our father is taller”. Note that the father is not the father. Another time I said “Deng Chao is like my father.” No matter what the real father is, I always think that his father is sacred and great in his mind. There is no reason, it is the unconditional love of the child for the parents. It is an instinct. Perhaps this kind of experience gave him a more valuable quality, which is resilience. Another detail is my subjective observation. I followed him about his daily life, the detergents he brought to the island, and the clothes he usually wears. I was surprised that it was not at the level of a quasi idol + Chinese American. Most of the clothes are Korean niche brands, around 100-300, and the midi keyboards sent by life brothers seem to be no more than 1,000. What he wears most often is a nick windproof sweater; a polar black sweater; and a black handbag that resembles LV but unfortunately is not LV. As a post-00, this level of consumption may be normal in the third and fourth tiers of the mainland. A rare pair of tod’s shoes, a yellow-green sweater from when I went to the island, and a pair of thin washed jeans. The price is 1000-2000, but it is obviously not his style. It is only for important occasions (such as recording in-line after the chop dance, specially put on small leather shoes) when there is a photo or when you need to wear it. It may be sponsored by the brand. I always thought it was a low-key family style, but then I learned about his father’s story and everything became clear. Perhaps many people do not understand the impact of the absence of a father on their children, that is, except for not being in your life, you may not pay a cent for the cost of raising you, right. Many strange phenomena are the divorced child, the father is very rich, worth XX, but this child may have a hard time. I am not sure if Ke Yu is of this kind, but I can only say that this situation is very normal. Regarding the father who left, it was not just his people who left, his company was in fact everything. Regarding trying to meet many children, either they are considered to be the chosen ones, loved ones, and they will be praised by their families if they put in a little effort; there are also some children who will never work very hard and will only complain about life; a two-year trainee, I have seen many of his practice rooms. Although there are many shortcomings, they have done their best; this is similar to Brother Xiaochen. I don’t know if you find out. They are not talented and expressive children, but they are standing on the stage. It really depends on hard work to support it. Recently, I have watched many interviews with eliminated players. Maybe there are still many children who have practiced in the dark practice room for many years, with no results and no shots. Compared with them, children are lucky. But maybe sometimes it’s just another look in the camera. When I went to the doki meeting on the first stage, your smiling face made me feel that the world is so beautiful; I read Xiaohe and Xiaoqian’s Weibo, and I saw you working hard; when I learned about the breaking news, I sincerely admire you, and I finally understand , It’s not that the world treats you kindly to make you so safe; it’s that you always treat the world gently and kindly, and your heart is tough. Thank you, Ke Yu, and wish you a life of freedom, peace and joy in your life.