After buying a house, I lost all desire to consume. Two days ago, the phone fell on the tile and the rear screen was broken. I picked it up in a hurry. The glass slag was a bit cut. I just pulled a few sheets of toilet paper to pad it. When I got home from get off work, I turned over the box and put it in the cabinet and bought it two years ago. One of the mobile phone cases is installed. It’s impossible to change the phone. I don’t even have the desire to buy a new phone case for more than ten dollars online. It just works in my eyes. I used to think that eating good food is the only fun in my dull life. Now I’m not even interested in eating out. Occasionally, the Chuan Chuan shop downstairs can take care of it for a long time. The shame seems to have diminished. At eight or nine in the evening, I will go to “Mother Qian” with a group of aunts to grab discounted vegetables. In order to enjoy a discount, the advertisement will be forwarded in the Moments of the opening bargain. Friends who organize holiday trips will also frankly refuse and explain the reason for lack of money. I was lying on the sofa and brushing everyone’s circle of travel friends on the National Day of May 1st, but I didn’t feel excited at all, but I felt very satisfied and enjoyed. Black rice crisps and potato chips have once again become the new favorites of snacks in my family. Become very concerned about small things. My husband has to enlarge half a cup of tea every time he makes black tea. After drinking it for a day, the color of the tea is also very strong, which I think is a waste. He would be scolded by me if he smoked more than 30 yuan, even if he explained that it was for distribution to customers. I think it was a waste of him to order a barbecue to take out at night, even if he is too hungry because he is working overtime until ten o’clock, I always want to go to the kitchen to fry him an egg and fried rice. Spending money on the blade has become an unconscious psychology of me. Last week, my friends came to Chengdu to visit me. I still took them to take the subway. They wanted to take a taxi. I think that as the host, I should treat me. I found out that I had uninstalled all the taxi-hailing software. Suddenly, I realized that I haven’t taken a taxi for more than a year. Subway buses and shared bicycles are the limits of transportation in my eyes. The desire to squeeze the wool has also decreased, and I feel that everything is a consumption trap. I have never used up the consumer vouchers issued by Chengdu during the epidemic. I used to grab a 50% discount on Orange V coupons on Dianping every week. I felt that I was earning blood. I took the coupons and went to restaurants and felt that it was a huge bargain. If I didn’t get the coupons, I still felt a huge loss in my heart. Dianping has now been uninstalled. The weekend started to become less expectant. Because most of the weekend is also lying at home for two days. I have forgotten the pleasure of shopping. I have been shopping with friends a few times, but I didn’t buy a single item. I actually felt very lucky in my heart. Before it was released, how disappointed it was to go shopping and not buy anything. If you want to go out on weekends, take your husband to the park. I actually feel very satisfied after strolling around and sitting in the sun for a while. It is impossible to have a baby. At least not at this stage. I’ve been so stingy, I don’t want to be so stingy with my children. I still hope that my children will grow up in a family without financial pressure. People around me said that early birth is good for girls, but I really don’t care. I think my mental health is more important. Fall in love with all the research and examinations. This year, I finished the CPA professional exam, and I also took the intermediate exam this year. I will prepare for the comprehensive and tax injection next year. Colleagues persuaded me that the examination of the tax registration is meaningless, but I want to take the examination. After all, there is nothing more that can bring me satisfaction and pass the time than research. Some commenters said that this kind of life is boring, self-inflicted and so on. I want to say that I don’t feel that I have lost the joy of life. It’s that things that used to be interesting are now boring. I did not restrain myself from consuming, but a spontaneous mentality of not wanting to consume. Whether this is the change brought about by my age, or the change brought about by the sudden drop in the economic situation of buying a house, I am happy to accept it. Maybe someday I want to consume it. When that day came, I might have become an old lady who was thinking about hot pot hairy belly all day long. I saw a joke on the Internet saying that I can express myself very poor in six words-“I won’t go.” It feels too real, hahaha, it’s me. Whether it is an appointment with friends or colleagues for dinner or going out to play, I want to say these six words to them.