1″But doctor,”he says “I am Pagliacci.” A man went to the doctor and said that he had depression, his life was so bitter, and he was lonely and desperate. The doctor said: “Go to the clown in the city, he can make you happy.” “But doctor,” he cried suddenly “I am the clown” “I am the rotten orange juice and soup, I Roses and lilies crawling with insect eggs, I am the North Star that exists in a brightly lit city, but no one can see it and no one needs it.” 3. I can’t stop you from running towards someone better than me. 4 “Today I said a lot of frustrating things to you. It seems that we can’t say words of comfort and encouragement. We can only sigh softly together. It’s also good to sigh together.” 5. I’m very picky, it’s hard to make my speech unpleasant, and I often My face is stinky, but that’s me. I just can’t be obedient, obedient and sacrificed like you. Just because I’m not that great, I’m not worthy of love. I’m not worthy of love.” 6. I always thought I was an easy-going person, but my temperament Withdrawn, often depressed, even suspicious of melancholia, and feel that I was a mistake since birth, I always feel wrong in my words and deeds. I am wrong in everything. Why should I be a person?-Yang Jiang 7. “It’s okay, it’s just going back to the original state. I have nothing. “——Seikawa Chuhara “Shi Ling Ling” 8. You have no ability, no connections, and no support. Please don’t say that you are kind, empathetic, and considerate. You just use superficial kindness to blend into this Society, to please others is the way you choose to survive. In the primitive society, you will be abandoned by the race, and then you will die as a prey when you live alone in the wilderness. Weak and talkative are just your instinctive survival strategy. 9. The endless insomnia and sleepiness are the rests I drew for myself. I transformed into dead bones together with all living beings. In autumn, I collect a red dress and hide the larch in winter. I am the one who stumbles, I am the one who stumbles, I am the one who breaks, and I am the one who is broken “It was really a golden day, and I didn’t even have a close friend. “10. I don’t want to see my old friend, I don’t want any of them. After all, those few years have been scattered like a joke, and adult figbags are like panties. When you don’t wait for the naked meeting, who dares to take it off for you. I insist on saying everyone. Isn’t it too nonsense if you don’t have any grudges? Besides, even if it’s been three or five years, it’s still a painful experience. I hate people for being inferior to water, waiting for the waves to rise on the flat ground. I can run horses in my chest, I can walk the wind, even if I hide the dirt. Nurgle has a bad reputation, but I just can’t tolerate a repeat customer. 11. I think the harder thing to endure than sexual fantasies is probably fantasies. It makes me feel that the stars in the sky are like cigarette butts that are crushed on the soles of shoes, thirteen. The torches of the state capital are all thrown into the nighttime amusement park. The color of the tablecloth is so old that I can smell the musty smell of the shroud as soon as I lower my head. The aunt hired at night has the quirk of strangling a baby. There is a man on the skylight. Lie there and look at me. I was so nervous that I was thirsty, but I couldn’t blow away the foam in the tea bowl in my hand, because I guess I would find a dead fish hidden under the water. 12. Rick has a catch phrase “Wubba lubba “dub dub”, in Birdman’s language, this means “I am in pain, please help me”. 13.Many times, I behave very happy and kind-hearted, speaking well in front of others, just like me It really feels the same. But only God knows what happened under my skin: the soul seems to fall into a deadly sleep, and there are thousands of wounds in the soul dripping blood at the same time. 14.️I know you are tired recently .It’s the invisible physical. Emotional. Interpersonal relationship. The feeling of helplessness facing the future. Even if I am exhausted every day, I still have to sleep at night to continue my life. Because there is no way. No one is easy. So far. You have survived all the things that you think will not pass. Fortunately, misfortunes have passed. 15. In fact, many of our generation have nowhere to go. I feel defeated. And when you can’t see it, there is no “safe haven” that the outside world defaults to. You don’t think “just go home like this”, go back to the house with mom and dad, and pass the rest of the day. Or cheer up again. Let’s go. Many people actually don’t think of home as a way out. When it’s down, family members will even put more pressure on them. I saw many young people standing in the middle of the road, just standing and crying. There are no lights behind them, and white fog in front of them. Vague. 16. Sometimes I feel sad about one thing, but I don’t know how to tell it. I swallowed it like a broken biscuit into my stomach. I also thought about talking to others. People who are too close think The hypocrisy is confusing. People who are too far away are not always talking about the painful place, so even if they are sad, they still do it.